she's gone.. no longer in my life.. u noe whu u r... i nid not explain or mention...
Though couldnt bear, but i think tats the best way n tats ur choice...
anyway.. take care

long time no blog liaoz... sibei long.. i think got abt one month ba~ cuz no feeling to blog... ahaha... so mani ppl ask me update.. nth interesting happen.. update wat sia~ lolx..

hmmm.. it has been quite sometime since i posted~
camp back from sch camp last saturday~
the actual dateline for breaking camp is sunday afternoon~
but went back on saturday morning...
sunburnt n feeling abit feverish~
met someone new~
kinda happi together wif her~
but still missing someone in the past~
hmmm.... donnoe wat to say already~

hmmm... not a bad day though~ went to town for a movie today...
hmmm... wats tat movie called~ oh! kingdom of heaven... quite nice... though this kind of movie is not my cup of tea~ dun realli understand but trying hard to understand in the theatre...
lolx.. on my way there... someone stopped me for some survey thingy~ hmmm.. not sure wat organisation~ but the question is kinda weird..
1st question was "What's happiness?"... lolx.. weird huh? i donnoe how to answer...
2nd question was "What makes u happy?" hmmm... i realli donnoe wat to answer... lolx.. n i left without answer any of them... n apologise cuz i didnt answer them? lolx...
but after 2nd thought when i was alone on bus on the way home~
actualli i do know the answer to the 2nd question~
"knowing her doing well n fine in life makes me happi~", tats wat crosses my mind.. maybe alot of u guys will guess whu is the "she"... hmmm... she is someone veri special in my heart... someone whom i used to love alot... n someone whom i now loves alot too... time flies... both of us had changed~ not as close as last time we used to be... though we didnt realli contact each other now.. but i know.. she is doing well.. at least without me~... tat makes me haf a "do not disturb her life" thinking... actualli from the start.. it was my fault... didnt treasure her n so much i wish i can now... but everything's too late... knowing its 99.99% impossible to be wif her again... i didnt lose hope in her... i onli juz transfer the hopes frm "getting her back" to "hoping tat she is doing fine in her life"... although our relationship didnt last long... but to me tat period of time is the most happy period i ever had in my life... She was frm sch choir.. represented sch for NPD 2004.. used to hear her sing on the fone wif the NDP national songs... remembering i didnt know the lyrics till i can sing along wif her... remembering she had two wonderful n notti nieces who always stick to her whenever they can... remembering places we went, jurong point, queesnway, lot1... remembering we took bus n do not like to take train... remembering she always buy me sweets, remembering she folded stars n gave me a Mashimaro Mug wif sweets in it... I miss those days... N i truely misses her more~
A few days or one or two weeks ago.. i made her promise me tat she will study hard n get gd results~ she says if she never do well.. i can do anything to her.. i said,"There is something i want to do, its not a difficult thing to request, but i juz dun dare".. guess she was puzzled bah... but my heart was hung there... i donnoe if she sees this~ i onli dare to write it here~.. there goes... "All i wan is.. I wan u back... to my side... where things continue frm where we stop... continue to sing songs together... continue to haf bus trips together... continue to sms each other gd nite... n continue to let me say I realli love u so much everynite.. I love u~"

hmmm.. today spent almost whole day at National Indoor Stadium...
today is the Finals of Singapore Cup...
guess most of u guys will guess it is soccer right? lolx...
nonono... its basketball...
Reach Kallang MRT station at 11.. i tot i am late... lolx..
so i pick up my pace n walk as fast as possible to the indoor stadium...
wanted to take cab actualli.. but the rain stopped... so i decided to walk!
DAMN IT! half way through! it rain again! i'm all wet~!... kaoz...
DUALN.. lolx... okok.. i'm all wet throughout the whole journey...
so i dun crap on this part... ok..
i tot i was late... damn! my friend is even later! he reach 12.30! arggg!
wasted the 1st half of the match of the 3rd n 4th placing of Beijing Ducks n Korean's donnoe wat team... nvm... lolx.. lucky i'm smart when i bought the tix... 2nd row onli! can even see any pimples on the players man! lolx.. hahaha.. sorrie.. too kuang zhang~...
after tat was a friendly match of Singapore national team against local phillippines... n guess wat... SINGAPORE LOST! What The Hell~~
kinda dissapointed man... cuz SG standard is low until cannot make it
but luckily~ enjoyed the final match of Sdney Kings and Jordan FastLink~
lotsa of slam dunks man... n all the players r like shooting machines... they dun miss! hahaha...
After tat went for lunch at Newton Circus.. quite sometime havent been there! was damn hungry n gobble all the food asap~n my friend drove me back... now quite tired... actualli lazy to blog... but maybe try to blog something ba... so write all this crap loe...

juz woke up~~
hahaha.. i myself cant even believe myself... i slept darn early last nite! 10.30 sharp... after i ate some flu medicine... hahaha... was dead after i lie on my bed... slept for like... 12 hours?! 1st time man! since holidays la...

haiz... now my nose still runny... damn.. feel like chopping it down... T-T... maybe later going to the doc again ba... lolx.. wah lau.. this year i think the doc earn alot of money frm me sia... cannot cannot.. always let him earn so much... i already sibei poor.... no money liaoz...

yesterday went to lot1 n buy some tickets frm sistic... did tat for my friend.. cuz he is in army... so.. i helped him buy... after tat went to comics connections to get a book.. finally man.. so long didnt read comics liaoz.. "Chuang Yi" let me wait so long for the comic to release... damn!

After tat went to arcade see ppl play Initial D... hmmm... veri long neber play le... see them play makes me feel so hand itchy~ but hor.. after buying the tix... whole wallet empty sia! muz wait till my friend return me money then can play ba...

juz open up the mail box n there is a letter for me... frm M1... my bill.... lolx... guess how much it is... the previous two months is like 100+... darn.. this time onli 34 bucks!! OMG! i couldn't believe it man... then i call the customer service n ask when my plan's ending... haha.. two more months to go... cant wait... cuz can get new fone soon! yay! lolx...

ok.. gtg... do hse work time.. see so ke lian.. sick still muz do... lolx =P

hmm.. juz reached home...
went to town today... went to watch Coach Carter wif my friends...
damn! it was damn nice~~
highly recommended...
serious.. guys.. u should go watch it man...
lolx...
havent had my dinner...
but dun haf any appitite though...
so.. guess i'll wait till morning to haf my breakfast ba..
=P

Simply love Mayday alot.. haha.. trying to get lotsa pics of them n make wallpapers...
although some pics r copyright... but... making them to be my own wallpaper onli...
so.. no harm right? lolx..

Another wallpaper i did